...Another Dollar

I can't lie its been awhile since I have said anything on this thing.  I just have either been to busy or not motivated.  I have a new hairdo now...I like it so I guess that is all that matters.  I have been recently told that school gets in the way of life and I think I agree.  Of course I am not going anywhere, but I am so over this undergrad thing.  I will be here another year though because I allowed my mind to switch back and forth a few times concerning my major and that is the penalty.  Oh well I am sure I will just have more time to actually figure out the road I would like to take out of here.  Or maybe that is the problem I am not allowing God to show me the path out of here to my new destination and because of that I am still here another year.  The crazy thing is I will be stuck here in the spring do to one class..Isn't that crazy.  So to all my May 08' grads I hope you don't mind me walking that stage with you...LOL!!!  I will be proud either way though.  Well the lilbrary is about to kick me out so peace to everyone and hopefully I'll be writing sooner than expected...

stay positive ALWAYS!!    

Umm...is it to late to make an entry ?

LOL !!!!

Hey everyone I hope all is good with ya.  I am chillin with my pops right now so to say the last taking a break from life.  I have had a great summer so far.  I have been down to fourth street, dancing, hanging with friends, going to waterfront with friends, riding bikes, just having tons of fun... I also have a job what gets better than that just doing everything during the summer. 

I have to admit I have great friends in this world. Don't you hate it when your friends are going through a difficult time and there is nothing you can do for them... yeah I know all the time right..Well it just hurts inside, but when they have been removed from the situation your heart leaps for JOY!!!!  I am happy times are getting better for everyone around me or mostly everyone around me...

I can't wait to go to Cedar Point in the near future and hang out with great folks.  I want so much to hang out with some different people but never have the chance or opportunity to, but I plan on making time to make new friends or at least get to know some friends now better.  I have made some new friends at work and that makes me happy.

I am excited to see what fun lies ahead of me this summer and what new things I learn over a period of three free months of school.  If anyone wants to holler at me give me a ring I am usually in the ville just enjoying being me.

I recently asked a friend if he cared how the world viewed him.  He said no because he really didn't want to know nor did he care what they thought...that was interesting to me because I do care.  Not so much if the world hates me or not but just how the world views me.... I thought for a long time if it really matters and I have yet to know if I really care of not and why I would...but if I find out I will share it because I find that topic interesting...

Well I think I'm gonna go but it has been great typing my brain on the computer for the world to see...I hope you enjoyed it as much as my brain did!!!!

How you been?

Yes its true its true....I will be legal pretty soon and boy will that be fun....I hope....anyway things on my end are going ok and life seems to be going ok too.  I can't believe it though that school is almost over....You know if you include Easter break as a week off then we only have three more weeks of school left can you belive it!!! I can't believe next year my friends and I will be official senior and wow we have all come a long way!! I am happy to still have the same friends from freshman year....well at least the ones that count!! I love them all so much!! I have even met more great people along the way.  I am keeping this short because this key board sucks....a lot  but I will continue this later!!!!

Love one Love all!!!

Currently Listening Classic R&B Oldies from the 70's, Vol. 2 By Various Artists see related

VICTORY is mine......I have to tell you if there is one movie you see this year let it be V for Vendetta!!!  This movie totally rocked and made you think as well, not too many movies do that these days you know. 

 I did my laudry last night and it rocked I have so many clean clothes now I am pretty happy.  Last week was good and bad. I went back to work and had a pretty good time (I work at a daycare) I went to my study sessions for chemistry and turned both my homework and my re-work for the test in. Best of all I understood it all. The bad part it was the longest week ever or so it seemed.  Doing the homework and re-work for that test seemed to take forever...

I never got to tell you about my conference I went on, it was pretty awesome to say the least.  I learned a lot and hope to use it in the near future, but I just need to get my life together first and then do what I need to do next. 

School seems to be pulling along ok and I seem to be surviving...but only time will tell.  I can't belive it though the semester is almost over and the summer will be here. Yes that is good but also bad I have no idea what I want to do with my life this summer.  I really need to find myself a mentor, I need to find an internship somewhere pertaining to my major and minor, but I need time to do these things and time is not on my side. 

I meet today with my advisor to find out what classes I will be taking next fall. Can you believe it that I would have been graduating next May, but since I couldn't make up my mind on what I wanted to major in I will at least be around another year.  Oh well but this is technically my senior year coming up WOW it came so fast it seems.. After reading my other friends post about the after life of getting your Bachelor's I dont' think it will be to bad sticking around as a 5th year senior, only because it seems to give me more time to think about my future...but also prolongs my  school life...oh well.  I am sure there is some positive in that somewhere.

Well it has been nice writing to you again and updating but yes time is pushing me away from writing again so talk to ya later..  

Take Care     

Well hello Xanga...its been yes a while.  I have so much to say but I just have not been in the typing mood.  I am so excited about this weekend I am going to the Big 12 Conference on Black Student Governemnt.  I know it will be a time for learning and fun!!!!!  

School is going ok always coould be better but I am not complaining right now.  Chemistry seems to be what is really setting me back, but I know I will pull through.  I never except failure as an option.  

Next year should prove to be an exciting year to say the least.  Not bad at all just interesting.  Anyway Spring Break is right around the corner I can't belive it is almost here.  I will be going home because its my best friends birthday..............MY MOM !!!!!!  I can't wait I don't even know what I am going to be getting her yet but it will be good. 

I will beginnig another class coming up pretty soon and I can only hope it is interesting..    It's on saturday's so it had better be interesting.  I cannot be bored on a saturday morning.  

I will be in FLOW's Black History Month Show this wednesday ....oh wait tomorrow at 8pm in Cralle.   It should be pretty good, so please if you can come out please do!!!!  

Dont' you hate it when you have friends that may need help and you really want to help them but they won't allow you to.  I always want to help if I feel a friend needs it or anybody for that matter.  It usually hurts and comes out the wrong way when you want to give honest advice to people, but you know you could never say it because it would hurt there feelings but it needs to be said so they know.  I also hate when you have absolutely no idea what is going on but you know something is going on and you can't do anything about it...Well that is kind of the boat I am in.  The words you want to tell that person is that they need someone to talk to that doesn't know the situation.  An outside voice that has not taken any sides yet and won't because they are just trying to get to the root of the problem with no one else getting hurt and help everything return to normal or at least make things better. 

If only things like this could be said to friends maybe so many things you would not like to happen wouldn't. 

Well I think it is time for me to leave and hopefully things that need to said to friends will be said.

Peace Love Happiness